It's been 3 years..
Nothing much has changed... unfortunately. I feel like things are worst.
I've hurt myself again.. something I haven't done in a very long time.
I feel numb, sad, confused and I can't seem to find a way to stop or how to even help myself.
I dont really know what to do.
I've lost alot of friends
I'm losing my relationship with my sister...
I feel so alone.
I'm not exactly sure what to do.
I feel like my depression is getting worst.. and know one even knows it.
Friday, July 12, 2013
Sunday, May 16, 2010
I don't know.
Lately, I've been thinking alot about letting you go. I know I still care about you, and I know that I love you. I just can't see myself WITH you anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love you. I love everything about you and all the little things that I didnt know. I love the bad things and the goofy things and things that aren't even important. But what I realize is that I just love you. Theres nothing else, nothing that draws me to you anymore. IDk, maybe its just my life right now because somehow some way I keep running back to you. It sucks that I wish you can see how much I care, and worry about you. Idk, i'm just so confuse right now.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Honestly
It's draining me. I can't breathe. This thing with you and me, it's driving me crazy. I see myself slowly losing it. Mentally. Emotionally. Constant disappointments, heartaches, frustrations, anticipations blah blah and etc. I feel like my heart is about to explode sometimes. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM when im with you. All I do know is that I love being around you, and i'm sad when i'm not. As simple as that sound, why is it so complicated? =(
Sometimes I feel like its better off if I just stop seeing you all together..
Sunday, March 14, 2010
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