Im not sure how i feel. i don't know what im going to do, or where my life is headed.alot of people are telling me this is bad. but i feel like everything has its own place in this world, and whatever mine is, i'll end up where i should be. I dont know why i have this certainty. Maybe i'm just fooling myself. Idk.

I'm scared. But I'm always scared so thats nothing new.
Lately I wanna get a tattoo saying "Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." by Dorothy Thompson. or

Swedish proverb:

Worry gives a small thing a big shadow.

I hate growing up, its super scary.